Break!

So where has this page of my life gone. Have I forgotten about it…NO! Then where, where did I wander off to, only to come back in search of my escape.

Yes, escape…from this mundane, moronic, manic everyday life (read routine). Ya, I don’t think its life anymore when you merely exist to meet ends at work and home. Trampled upon by stresses of urban life, I am dead tired of shouting out for a break. (Plizz to note – which I haven’t taken in the last 2 years). Phew!

All that revolves in my mind, day in day out is - when will I take a break and escape from this madness. Now you ask – what’s stopping me? Right? Responsibilities baby, responsibilities…of being a good daughter, wife, daughter-in-law, professional etc. etc. Blah Blah!

But I am sick of running around fulfilling other people’s needs and sacrificing what, I actually wanna do. I want to rest, sleep, relax, stop and smell the flowers, listen to birds chirping or even music, not think about work or the next chore at home and above all want to be pampered. Don’t I deserve it after all this chaos. But more than that I need a maid! (Is god reading?) Coz if I get that, most of these problems will vanish.

OK can’t write about my problems anymore…makes me sick! Ciao