Somewhere I have started getting this weird thought in my head, maybe my previous devil of a boss is still trying to create obstacles for me. She's quite capable of being that insane in her head. I don't know, I still get a bad feeling about this.
I hope no one has to go through this phase in their lives ever. As rejections come your way, depression mounts and you get lost in the entangled thoughts about your capabilities. Initially you are fine, but as time passes you start thinking whether you are worth anything or not. Gradually you reach a stage where you start getting scared of interviews even. As more time passes you feel like a total loser, who has no skills what so ever and you start looking back at your career thinking that whatever you did was all wrong. Perhaps you've made the wrong choices and that's why you are here. With no one ready to hire you, you go deeper into depression and only think negative things about yourself.
Anyway...all I have to do is keep trying and maybe one day the fruit will fall in my lap or rather I'll reach for it.
5 comments:
Hey cheer up!! always believe every problem is a door to an oppurtunity :))
Thanks Vintage, I just don't see a door that's all. Sigh!
Never lose hope...you will have your day soon
Cheers
Dear Pesto Sauce - Thank you so much for the encouragement
I so feel for you. I'm silently hoping it doesn't happen to me too, but the past three weeks have me stressing more about it.
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