Wednesday, March 3, 2010

A few curses

As I get deeper into the depression of not getting a decent job, I realised that I have actually got so used to being at home that when I think of starting work again I get thoughts of getting up early in the morning, stress and tension driving. Phew...well that ain't a good feeling I say. I don't want to get used to this lame life...with Internet being my only excitement.

Yesterday I logged off early in the day and just couldn't find anything else to do. So I logged in again. Life is quite a bitch...at least mine is. But then I think of the things I got to do all this time and I think over again...it isn't that bad either. Yet we all have grudges against life most of the time.

So...my day to day life is nothing but a virtual world that I stay in more than half the day (Yeah...I need to get a life...I know), fighting the stupid backache I have developed over the last one week. Dunno how? It was there one morning and refuses to leave my body. I can't go to the gym because of it...so I curse my life even more. And why in the world we feel more hungry when we are at home? And above all, I curse the consultants who call once in a while show you nice dreams of getting you a job and then vanish like they were never there. I have never believed in consultants anyway. For the last 6 years, I have got jobs applying directly to companies. Consultants are good for nothing blood sucking vampires.

Another feeling is that I have started getting bored too easily, like I am bored of writing this post now. So ciao!

3 comments:

Dm said...

ee what's that backache about.. maybe it's cuz of long hours sitting or sleeping in a wrong position. start yoga, yoginiii

i know how it is when there's not much 'excitement' in life and not much to look forward to on a daily basis. a weekend outing or something doesn't help the rest of the week..

hope you get the desired stuff asap! till then, paint your nails, get a olive oil head massage, pedi-mani, facials, update your wardrobe with something hot. you can't not feel better :> and you know it.

The Phoenix said...

I dunno I just had the stupid pain one morning and it persists. Getting better though.

You are my 'Elle Woods' (from Legally Blonde...not that you are a blonde) I mean you are the chirpiness in my life. Lets meet sweety, haven't seen u in ages!

Dm said...

i know my darling!! figuring out how to cutshort our longdistancefriendship lol

see ya