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Hmmm...a lot has happend since I last blogged. I am finally out of my job and having quite a nice time at home. There is something new to do everyday. Even lazing around is feeling so good. My last day at work was good. Friends took me out to lunch. Sent my "goodbye mail" and wrote one liners for everyone. Just felt that somewhere everyone mattered. Will miss the great pals I made there.G is so happy to see me home every evening when he comes back. I love that look. And finally I have been able to see around myself and concentrate on my friends and relatives. When I look back now, it seems that I have been in a semiconscious state the last 6 months. I was just working...working and working. I don't even remember, where I celebrated G's birthday. Well I do remember, but it took time for me to recall it. I was zombiefied.Anyways we are back in action and I am returning to my normal sane self. Saw "I am legend" and "Taaren Zameen Par". Both lovely movies. "I am legend" puts you on the edge of your seat, even the huge seats of the new PVR at Select City. Hey by the way, Select City Walk...ROCKS!!!! Its awesome. Get the "I am in Dubai" feeling when I go there. All top brands available, but can't afford them. One day...I will. "Taaren Zameen Par" was bbbbeeeeeeeeaaaauuuutiiifuuuuul. I think every parent should see it. Lovely acting, great issue and lovely storyline and awesome production also. AK...ROCKS!!!! And totally loved the kiddo Darsheel!
The nearer I am getting to my last working day here, the more sad I am becoming. F**K man, I am gonna miss this place...A LOT! I didn't feel this way while leaving the web. Over there I was hardly close to anyone but here I have made some wonderful friends. They are so sweet, one of them got me cake and chocolate mousse coz I was leavin. Others are takin me out to lunch tomorrow. Aaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwww! I am gonna miss these people. Sometimes this arbid thought comes to my mind...Do I actually wanna leave?
Ok lets think about it again, If I stay...I'll ruin my personal life and would get back to my cranky self where I am just a mad woman cribbing and cursing the whole time...and if I leave I am relaxed, have a life and can concentrate on my career and family and above all have time for the people who matter to me in a relaxed way. Just because this week was great doesn't mean it stays like this forever, tomorrow could be even worse!
Arite I don't wanna stay, but I am gonna miss all of this. maybe I should join back my dance classes to keep my mind off this. Ya dance class sounds good!
My juvenile boss, sent a mail saying "Five Day Week Working" HAH! I expected that, she's so predictable. But I loved how other colleagues mocked at it. They too know it will never happen. It just gives some people a dream to follow till you come to a dead end!
Ok I am feeling better about leaving now. Just hope that other job works out soon! If I sit idle I'll go mad! But I will miss the people I have met in the past 10 months...a lot.
Yes! I have done it. After much thought, dilemma and courage I have finally quit the job that was makin my life hell day by day. Did it on Wednesday night and got a call from the BOSS immediatley...hmmm...just for her own purpose she called in seconds of me sending the mail, otherwise she doesn't even bother to take my calls. Anyways...she was flabbergasted!
Next day...she tried to rope me into an 8-4 or a 9-5 shift...hah! *ya right that wud definitely happen in a place like this* Her every attempt to stop me failed as I kept saying "I can't take this place anymore." And then came the saga of "work ethics" and how cud I leave within 2 days...ETHICS...*do you even know what that word means woman!* I resented that too and finally said that I have a LIFE and I want to live it. So GO TO HELL...wish I cud say that on her face. And she wilted away...loved that sight.
I don't know if its the right decision or wrong...but I am feeling good! At least I am eased...I have finally been able to sleep without taking any sleeping pills. Had my exit interview yesterday...Oh that was quite an adventure. I told the HR guy every single detail of the shit atmosphere here. He just listened and was astounded. He too tried to rope me into one more month of working in a 9-5...but goodbye was my reply. I felt like saying...talk to the hand! I told him about how unreasonable our boss is and what stupid demands does she have. Can you imagine, one night she called me at 2300 hours and asked me to get her a family who was makin their new year plans on the 5th December...now who is that vela to have new year eve plans on the 5th Dec...loser woman.
Anyways I have taken the decision and I feel good about it. Just hope that I enjoy my freedom fro a few days and hopefully get a decent job by this month. So here's to life and to G and my family...with all my love...cheers!
I have this nice anticipatory feeling inside me right now, that something gud is abt to happen. I just wish it works out. The offer seems to be gud and so are the timings. I know every job is full of complaints after some time, but I am positive that it can't be worse than the one I already have.
G is confident that I am thru. He says that I am best suited for it. And it will take me to the top. I just hope that it doesn't die after all this excitement. The people were nice. The office was great. And so was the interview. Mom n dad have also said to go ahead with it. I am just praying and hoping now.
Looking forward to a better life...no...a LIFE now. Sat-Sun will be off and so will be festivals. I hate when I have to be at work while G is waiting for me all day to celebrate the smallest of things we cherish.
Last night he said the most amazing thing...well nothing in particular, but I just loved the way he said it. He hugged me in the most beautiful way and said "I love it when you are happy, I feel happy when you are happy, just stay like this, I will do anything to see that smile...always." And how I melted into his arms. It was awesome!
Can't stop smiling when I think of it. :-)
It December!!!!...*oh really! what a thing to mention, as if we didn't know that*...but its December *shush...don't say a word now*
Its cold...brrrr...*what are u doing, giving us the updates of earth, we don't live on Saturn lady*
And I want new shoes...ya ya yet again, I want new shoes, one pair of classy and elegant black leather ones and another in beige. And I want new clothes...well actually, I just bought a few warm tops for this season, but the more the merrier...giggle ;-)
I also want a sexy dress for the grand party! Something out of this world. *for you Saturn-urs to see...hah!*
I usually don't like winters, coz I am sensitive to cold weather. I feel crazily cold, which makes me totally incapacitated. But I love wearing long coats and boots, sipping coffee, sitting in the sun, eating peanuts available on the roadside etc. etc.
I am so looking forward to the coming year, hoping that it brings a lot of joy and peace, after all the turmoil we faced this year. G is well settled...touchwood! And I wish I cold also find a decent job by next year. Have been applying frantically, so lets hope for the best.
Spoke to my childhood buddy Neha K after ages yesterday. Gosh the amount of fun we had gossiping, it was jus like old times. Felt really good to unwind. On this note, I must really thank god for the lovely friends I have been blessed with. I have a handful of em, but they are my best pals. To name a few - Neha K, Kannu, Jinni, Neha J, *D*, Pankaj and of course Pompie and Mao.
Arite enough random stuff...gotta go!* - the lines in pink is the voice of the critic inside me
